May 2026 - From Disappointment to Divine Alignment

 I bring you this monthly energy update from Darjeeling, India! I wandered down the street yesterday and found the tea processing plant, so I took a tour!

Fun fact: Did you know that green tea, white tea, and black tea are all from the same plant? I had nooo idea! I had to make the tour guide clarify it again for me. The type of tea is determined by how the leaves are processed. Now you know! 

Okay, let’s hunker down and tune in, shall we? Here are the main themes for May:

• Moving out of disappointment and stagnancy and into alignment!

• Tuning into your inner strength and wisdom

• The Return of the Divine Feminine and owning our true power!

Let’s do this!

Have you had one (or more) recent disappointments? I know I have. Have you been going through the grieving process over something that didn’t work out the way you planned? Don’t fret, this energy is clearing now and making way for the right alignment. 

When we stay caught up in the disappointment too long, it blocks what’s coming next, which is always better than what didn’t work out. The “not working out” is part of the process. It’s clearing the way for the right thing to work out in the way that’s the most aligned, the most amazing, the most joyful, and the most fun! 

Know that what’s coming is something you could never have thought of. And if you think about it, these things usually come on the heels of a disappointment, right? But if you’re still holding onto that disappointment, trying to figure out what went wrong, the May energy will encourage you to let it go now. 

The fog is clearing and lifting from this heaviness, and the next best thing is lined up and ready to come in for you!

I got the image of a Pez dispenser! The next yummy experience is ready to pop up, and it’s more aligned and fabulous than you could ever imagine! The energy of it is, “Oh my gosh, why didn’t I think of this before?” 

I’ve been having these moments in Darjeeling. I never thought I could have this incredible experience, but here I am…HAVING IT! It's like things I never thought were possible are happening. And it just gets better and better, and juicier and juicier!

But along the way, during the planning stage of this retreat, I had several frustrations and disappointments that made me have to shift my focus. I had to surrender to some of it, like a Visa complication. I was able to figure out a lot of the issues, but I had feelings of helplessness and had to let go of the outcomes so many times. I rolled with the punches, and now I’m having the experience of a lifetime!

Let yourself grieve the vision that didn’t turn out the way you hoped. Trust that the things that didn’t come through are carving the path for something better. And remember, when you dwell on these things, you can get stuck in that disappointment. Trust me when I say there is a lot of freedom in letting go. Step into the energy of May and allow new alignment to come in!

The next major theme was: Strength. You have the inner strength of a lion! A lion has an inner knowing of its own power, but is it exerting power in every moment? No! That would be exhausting. The lion sits in stillness and waits for his power to be needed. 

Strength can be that quiet knowing within, and you can surprise yourself with the power that knowing brings in the moments that it’s needed. 

You may find that this month brings opportunities for you to stand up for yourself in situations that maybe you would have backed down from in the past. Perhaps it’s connected to whatever your past disappointment was, and you get to say now, “I’m not that person anymore. I won’t curl up in a ball when something doesn’t go my way.” It might be time to clear a lifelong pattern of hiding or denying your power, giving up or blaming any disappointment it on misalignment. It's time to get tough; you are capable of so much, and you know it. Claim it!

The lion doesn’t just stop hunting when he can’t catch one of his prey, does he? NO!

Don’t give up. Keep going. Keep taking the steps. Follow the inspiration. You had some setbacks, but now it’s time to pull out that strength of your inner lion! Connect with the lion as an animal guide this month. Tune into that part of yourself that is going to bring you through this experience.

I’m literally in the state of West Bengal in India right now, so the symbol of big cats is resonating! I can feel this quiet strength coming in for May, and it will help us all move forward in big, new ways we couldn’t have seen before now.

And now for that third theme: The Divine Feminine, no surprise, she is at the heart of all of this.

Mary Magdalene (of course!) came through…which is perfect. The divine feminine energy has long been suppressed and oppressed in our world because of how powerful it is. Much like the lion. It’s a deep inner strength, a quiet wisdom that she carries. She doesn’t have to be loud; she doesn’t have to demand attention, because her presence shines bright no matter what!

Thousands of years ago, the goddess energy was worshipped for its deep wisdom. Then, because some feared the truth and wanted to keep that truth hidden, she was cast aside. The Crone, the woman who has seen every facet of life, experienced every phase, and lived through the dark and the light, has earned her title and her wisdom. She used to be revered. 

That energy of the divine feminine has returned to the world to reclaim her crown.

When women are again viewed as powerful rather than weak, men have to rise up. They feel called to step into their full power as well, but not in an oppressive way. Oppression and control are the old versions of "power." They must support the divine feminine. She carries the medicine for our world, the unveiled truth, and it’s hard to hear sometimes, but this truth is awakening in both men and women. 

Anyone who has been on this journey understands that we can no longer ignore the truth, and we have to see things through a different lens and not from the conditioning and stories we’ve been told our entire lives. We must accept it all, the dark and the light. Within and without.

The truth is, we’re moving into a new level, and we’ve experienced different facets of the divine feminine awakening. The Kundalini is literally the divine feminine awakening and coming back into her power within each of us. You can call Kundalini energy whatever you want, but it is the energy of truth; it is the system reboot that humanity needs. This is the time of the deep SEEING. And April brought us the insights, and now in May, we integrate them.

So, think of what you’ve been through so far this year, in 2026. The disappointments have been a part of the divine feminine awakening, and the deconstruction of the old control systems that are no longer working. It’s all going now, in each of our individual lives and the collective, and it can look like things are not working out, but really, the energy has been moving things out of our way that are part of that old system.

And you are stronger for it! You’re ready. I know you’ve had a difficult time, especially the past few years. I know, because I've been right there with you. But you had to be prepared for this big, beautiful life the Universe has for you. I know it’s been hard to see it, but the energy of this month is bringing more clarity around what you’ve been working toward.

Let these messages propel you forward now, into May and beyond, with crystal clarity! Know that you’ve awakened the next level of the Divine Feminine and there’s no turning back now! Woohoo!

You’ve got this! Here’s to an amazing May!

If you’ve been seeing my pictures of Darjeeling and the Himalayas and thought, “Oh my gosh, I wish I was there!” NOW IS YOUR CHANCE! 

Join us for a Sacred Voyage in November 2026…back to India! I mean, have you seen India on a map? It’s HUGE. This time, we’ll be going to Kerala! It’s called “God’s Own Country,” and is a very spiritual place with beautiful beaches and gorgeous temples. The energy there is completely different than my current trip.

Where the Himalayas awaken and expand you…Kerala softens you. It brings everything you’ve been moving through…everything you’ve been processing…back into the body. Where the nervous system resets.

This trip is where what you’ve been calling in begins to feel real. We’ll be on the coast, surrounded by ocean, temples on the beach, crystal shops, lush greenery, and that slow, grounded rhythm Kerala is known for.

There’s something about being by the sea for integration, of major life changes…Throughout my life, I have always needed to go to the sea to step into a new chapter. The ocean resets everything, answers all my questions, and inspiration flows again.

Kerala is about letting yourself fully arrive in what’s next. If something in you is already leaning in...you’ll want to be part of this one.

Check out my AMAZING VIEW in Darjeeling.

With Love,

Angie Kay

Angie Kay is a Bestselling Author, Divine Feminine Activator, and Manifestation Coach who guides women to awaken their intuitive gifts and receive soul-aligned wealth without hustle or burnout through her signature Goddess CEO Paradigm.

Photo Lamahatta Forest, Darjeeling